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Heaven or Hell... Let's Rock! [07 Oct 2006|06:11pm]
So I drive over to the gas station to clean up my baby (my mom doesn't care too much for keeping things clean, apparently). So I'm pullin up to the vacuum and this guy walks up to my car and motions for me to roll down my window. I did.

"You want to fight this guy?"


"Wanna fight my friend, here?"

*Short burly hairy mother fucker walks up*


"Don't you know who he is?"

"Not a clue."

"You know who I am mother fucker, you gonna fight me or what?"

"...I have no idea what you're talking about?"

"See? He's bein a bitch about it, just like I said."


So they walk back to their cars and get in and drive away. I continue to pull up and start cleaning my car.

So I figured this was either some douchebag who just wanted to pick a random fight, or some kids who just pull shit like this to mess with peoples' heads. Either way, I was just blowing it off.

Then I thought about it for a bit. I had this thought, so I called Cali to verify. Yeah, it was this guy.

Lolz. What a fucking douche.

Oh yeah. New journal. Just got tired of this. It's not friends-only either, but add me anyways (if you care enough to read it) and I'll add you back and all that shit.

3 Virgins Sacrificed|Summon The Beast

It. Shouldn't. Bother me. [11 Sep 2006|10:29pm]
But it does.
Summon The Beast

Stuff. [15 Jul 2006|06:25pm]
[ mood | fat ]

Got lots of Logic homework that I can't figure out for the life of me. Proving a statement without any premises is really a bitch.

Rented Pulp Fiction, since Natalia hasn't seen it yet. We're gonna watch it tomorrow.

I don't eat much any more, but I'm still gaining weight. Wtf.

Got StarCraft, and I'm making copies for anyone in the dorms who wants. We all play on the lan. It's pretty fun. It'll get better when we get more people.

Jungle Fever dance tonight in the dining hall. I promised Julie I'd dance with her, but I reallyyyy don't want to. Ugh. What to do?

And I ordered Bumfights 1-3. Gonna watch 'em in the lounge, so everyone can watch with me. I had completely forgotten about em, 'til I was in downtown Palo Alto the other day and saw two bums fighting over some Smirnoff.

I need to play some DDR. All I have around here is a demo of Extreme 2 with no unlocks on a shitty foam pad. Gayyy.

Gonna go. Dunno what I'm gonna do? Guess we'll have to see.

They ask me if I feel remorse,
And I answer "Why of course,"
There's so much more I could've done
If they'da let me...

4 Virgins Sacrificed|Summon The Beast

Ozzfest Pics [03 Jul 2006|01:11am]
[ mood | content ]

Here's some pics of me meeting Devin Townsend and Dave Mackintosh at Ozzfest, and some of the autographs I got as well.

If Photobucket would fucking work...Collapse )

Now I really need to be getting to sleep. I can't keep falling asleep in class...

4 Virgins Sacrificed|Summon The Beast

DDR Machine Transformation [01 Jun 2006|03:52pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

I've been thinking a bit recently about DDR and such. I have been doing notably worse and worse at DDR, and am having less and less fun with it. I think that the problem is the lack of community, and fun songs. The solution? Move back to Bakersfield, and get more fun songs to play.

So, after much thought, I have decided that I would like to gut my DDR Machine and turn it into a Stepmania machine. On this machine I would put every official DDR song from every version. I will retain ownership of this machine, and put it in a willing arcade or business.

I am currently figuring out exactly how to go about all this, but I am sure I will go through with it as soon as I am able. Now, heres where the holdups begin. I need a few things which I do not have:

1 Arcade or busniess to house/run the machine
1 PC with AGP slot ($???)
1 Arcade VGA Card ($89.00)
1 JPAC interface ($57.00)
1 Coin mech ($26.00)
1 Lock and Key set ($7.00)

The prices listed above are from Ultimarc, new. If you know of a cheaper/easier place to get them, information would be helpful.

And once I get all that together, BleachInjected and I will gut my machine and get it running as a Stepmania machine. Any available help would be appreciated, whether it be monetary (for parts), or by helping find a business to house the machine, tips and information on the process, or even just a wish for good luck.

Thanks everyone, and I look forward to seeing you all when I get back to town. <3

5 Virgins Sacrificed|Summon The Beast

Senior ditch day. [19 May 2006|09:20pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Got 20 points for showing up to 1st period. Spent 2nd period hangin out with Agusta.
Went to hang out with Casey at 3rd, i was back at school before the end of 4th. Left at lunch, and came home.

Jason came over and we played a couple rounds of DDR.

And I spent the rest of the night on the comptuer, doing nothing. Ugh.

I'm gonna go clean my room.

Summon The Beast

CAHSEE Unconstitutional? [13 May 2006|04:53pm]
First, read this: Superior Court Judge Rules CAHSEE Unconstitutional.

Now, what the fuck? Why is it Unconstitutional? It discriminates? Fucking shit, people. How can a test discriminate? Does the test automatically fail you if you fill in your race as Hispanic? No. Do test-handlers read through the names of people taking the test, looking for people named Rodriguez, so they can change the answers and fuck them over? No. The test asks simple fucking questions that anyone graduating from fucking High School should be able to answer. If you can not pass, you do not deserve to graduate, simply based on this test alone. It has nothing to do with your fucking race or family background. If you go to class and pay attention, even in the simplest remedial classes, you will pass this test.

You're Mexican? So what. If you quit wasting your time selling drugs and doing drive-bys, and went to calss more often than once a week, you would know the shit on this test. You're poor? Boo-fucking-hoo. It doesn't cost anything to go to school. All you have to do is get up in the morning and get on the school bus (which is free). You can't afford supplies? Wrong. First off, buying enough supplies to get by for a year would cost less than $20. And if you don't have $20 to spare (which we know you do, you drug-dealing wetback), there are donations given by people much more compassionate than I to give you the tools you need to graduate and make a better life for yourself (which you're just going to squander out of your own selfishness, anyways). And if you have no other option, you can just steal it. I know you were going to, anyways.

Wanna see how ridiculousy easy this shit is?Collapse )

The only reasons I can see people failing this test is:
1) They did not care enough about their education to pay attention and try to pass the test, and would rather blame the bias of the state against their race or family income bracket than take responsiblity for their own inaction.
2) They are in a coma.

This one just made me laughCollapse )

Now for this chick who's throwin a fit over the test, Mayra Ibanez. She failed the test. How many times? Who knows? But I'd venture to guess more than once. But it wasn't her fault. It was Capitalist America's fault for making the school system biased against minorities. But now that we have found the root of the issue, and declared the test unconstitutional, she can go on like a normal, intelligent human being.

And what's she planning to do? Become a medical assistant. All I can do is gape in horror at the thoughts of what could go wrong when she actually starts assisting doctors (you know, the people who actually had to go to school, work, study, and use their fucking brains). Hopefully someone along the line will realize she is unfit to work in the medical field and force her to start over. I doubt she'll even get that far; she'll probably just drop out of training in the first 5 months and retire to having babies that she can't afford, and training them to blame the economy for all of their problems. That is, of course, until another judge decides that not hiring her is unconstitutional, and she should be allowed to work at any medical office she wants. Maybe she'll get a job assisting the newly-hired epileptic surgeon (who got in through the same door as her). Because it's wrong to 'discriminate' hiring based on qualifications (or will be in the future).

But rest assured, she promises that "No one will be hurt if we get our diploma." So what if she doesn't know what 5 - 7 is? I trust her.

So, all in all, I really regret wasting all this time and energy writing a rant that nobody will read or give a shit about, and won't change anything. It probably would have been much easier to find Mayra and bury a tack hammer in her extremely dense skull.
10 Virgins Sacrificed|Summon The Beast

Tell me the truth. [29 Apr 2006|04:15pm]
[ mood | curious ]

OUt of curiosity, and a desire to better myself, I would like to ask anoyone reading this to tell me the 100% honest truth on how you feel/what you think about me.

Tell me anything you dislike/hate about me, or like about me, or both, or neither, or whatever. Be as blunt as you like. Take your time, and be descriptive. Tell me what you'd like to see me change, or keep.

Or don't. I don't care.

I've made this a public entry, allowed anonymous posting, and disabled IP logging. If you don't want me to know who you are, then I won't. I just want to get a feel for what people think.

Edit: The reason for this post is to give me constructive criticism. If I'm a dick, that's fine, but I'd appreciate at least a little explanation as to why.

Thank you for your time and honesty. I love you all.

12 Virgins Sacrificed|Summon The Beast

Spring Break: Update 2 [11 Apr 2006|08:50pm]
[ mood | full ]

At Jordan's, hangin out and playin video games.

I've eaten so much shit this week. I think I'm gonna throw up. Or gain 20 pounds.

Called Cali last night. She was drunk. I laughed.

Band practice today sucked. Learned a lot about church sound systems. But the music sounded like any typical shitty garage band who can't play on-beat with each other. It made me cry. I know we're better than that. I know so. Or at least hope so. :\

And, um. Comin back on Thursday. Should be in town by 6 or 7.

3 Virgins Sacrificed|Summon The Beast

Dinner with the family. [05 Apr 2006|09:30pm]
[ mood | energetic ]

Went over to Cali's today after school, to have dinner with her family. Her dad was fairly amiable, because he couldn't see my plug, and thought I took my septum ring out just for him. I didn't tell him the truth. He said thanks, and I just said "No problem".

So me and Cali went to her room. I fell asleep, then woke up and we fooled around for a bit. She was just about to go down on me, then dinner was ready. Ugh.

After dinner, her dad took us out front to go shooting. It was my first time ever shooting. I shot a .22 shotgun, and a .44 pistol. It was insane. I loved it. Now I know what I'm getting on my 18th birthday.

Fucking Sheila needs the computer. She was on it earlier playing games, and now all of a sudden she needs to have it back so she can type some homework. Fuck that. I'm staying on.

Summon The Beast

NEW JOURNAL [13 Dec 2005|11:04pm]
So, I have a new Journal. It's for, as I stated in my previous entry, thoughts and such. I'll probably stop posting here altogether, since all I really want to say will be posted there.

Welcome to my mind.

Friends only, of course. Leave a comment for an add.

PS I love you all.
4 Virgins Sacrificed|Summon The Beast

[10 Oct 2005|02:28pm]
As of Monday, October Tenth, in the year Two-Thousand and Five:

Yeah. Do it.
14 Virgins Sacrificed|Summon The Beast

Nutrition [04 Sep 2005|06:13pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

So, i havent ingested anything but water for the last 3 or 4 days...

And i dont get what all those people in Louisiana are complaining about.

TyTy of 3D: hahahaha
TyTy of 3D: didnt like my joke?
W1sh 0n Stars: No.
TyTy of 3D: that was hilarious
W1sh 0n Stars: I used to live there,and have family that lives close to New orleans.
TyTy of 3D: haha. nice.
W1sh 0n Stars: Yeah,it's awesome.
TyTy of 3D: they okay?
W1sh 0n Stars: Yeah,they're fine,just no electricity.
TyTy of 3D: hah. sucks.
W1sh 0n Stars: And I've been in the middle of a hurricane,maybe not that bad,but I know what it's like to have no electricty,etc.
TyTy of 3D: congratulations
TyTy of 3D: thats what they get for living there.
TyTy of 3D: i dont feel bad for any of em.
W1sh 0n Stars: No,it's because thier mayor is a moron.
TyTy of 3D: its their own damned fault.
TyTy of 3D: because he makes all their decisions for them?
TyTy of 3D: they knew the hurricane was coming
W1sh 0n Stars: They don't have much say in the matter.
TyTy of 3D: they coulda got up n left.
W1sh 0n Stars: Yeah,and the mayor told them the levi's would hold everything back.
TyTy of 3D: levee*
W1sh 0n Stars: Most of them are too part to get up and just leave.
W1sh 0n Stars: Thank you.
W1sh 0n Stars: are too poor*
W1sh 0n Stars: ><
TyTy of 3D: well
TyTy of 3D: now they're even poorer
TyTy of 3D: cuz they stayed
TyTy of 3D: wasnt too smart of em, was it?
W1sh 0n Stars: You don't even know what's going on,do you? Those people were dirt ass poor,it wouldn't have been much better for them TO leave,because they wouldn't be able to survive anyways.
W1sh 0n Stars: And now the gov't won't even do anything because they are poor.
TyTy of 3D: you have a better chance of surviving poor away from the hurricane than surviving poor and in the hurricane
W1sh 0n Stars: It's true. But the mayor told them they'd be okay.
W1sh 0n Stars: Because those levee's. But they broke,so it's the mayor's idiocy,not thier's.
TyTy of 3D: wtf?
TyTy of 3D: how is it not their idiocy, also?
TyTy of 3D: trusting an idiot
TyTy of 3D: doesnt make you any smarter than him
W1sh 0n Stars: You're a fucking prick,and don't have any idea what's going on.
W1sh 0n Stars signed off at 6:50:49 PM.

Face it. Southerners are dumb as hell. Especially those that stayed.

11 Virgins Sacrificed|Summon The Beast

Katrina Telethon [04 Sep 2005|02:58pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Did anybody else see this? I didn't catch the actual show, but i saw it on the new later that night. Apparently there was a telethon to raise money for Katrina Relief funds. Two of the hosts were Mike Meyers and Kanye West. I guess what happened was Kanye went on a big, unscripted spiel about how racist the whole ordeal was (noting the news coverage of black people 'looting', whereas the white people were simply 'collecting supplies'). Then, later on, Mike Meyers said something, to which Kanye was supposed to respond, but he once again went off-script, looked right at the camera, and said: "President Bush does not care about black people." Then it cut to Chris Tucker, who was just like *=O*. Hah.

I just thought that was funny, and decided to share it with you guys, in case you missed it. Its probably on the internet out there somewhere, and if anyone knows where theres a clip of it, i'd like to request a link. Thanks.

Edit: heres a good ytmnd (its unedited, mind you). - http://gwbhates.ytmnd.com/

2 Virgins Sacrificed|Summon The Beast

[03 Sep 2005|10:35pm]
[ mood | tired ]

So, i'm feelin a bit better. Im not quite as nauseated, but still hella tired. I havent moved from this chair at all except to the kitchen, or to the couch. I miss Audrey a lot, and i'm still very much in love with her... But i just have to move on. It'll be hard, but i'll get over her (though i will never forget her).

But, um... I've been drinkin a lot of water recently. About 2 liters a day. Its cool, cuz i cant stand soda anymore. Whenever i drink soda (any brand, from any place), all i taste is carbonated water. I really dont like it much anymore.

Not much to do 'round here...

But hereCollapse ) are some pictures. First is a funny pic my friend DJ showed me, and the other is a pic of my scoreboard after maxing out the score on Lumines.

I'll update later, when i think of something important to talk about.

6 Virgins Sacrificed|Summon The Beast

Some Online Tests. [03 Sep 2005|07:51pm]
[ mood | Haha ]

Look.Collapse )

And try them for yourselves, eh?

5 Virgins Sacrificed|Summon The Beast

Blah. [03 Sep 2005|04:41pm]
[ mood | empty ]


I give up. I feel like shit, and i miss her terribly.

I want to take everything back... But i really can't. And even if i could, it would be wrong.

Lifes such a bitch.

I'm going back to sleep.

Summon The Beast

Heartbroken [02 Sep 2005|06:28pm]
[ mood | Shitty ]

I did it. I broke up with Audrey. It was hard. Maybe the hardest thing i've ever done by choice. But in a way, i didnt have a choice. It had to be done sooner or later, and i just chose sooner. It hurts so bad. I'm crying the most i have since last time i did this.

But i'm not going to care this time. I'm not going to listen to her cry, and i'm not going to feel so bad that i get back with her. I'm not going to give in this time. Its done and over with. (Period)

I'm such a selfish fucking jerk. But it's easier this way.

Oh, and i think i may have West Nile. I'ma get tested this weekend.

5 Virgins Sacrificed|Summon The Beast

BDDR [01 Sep 2005|11:20pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

Holy shit... i've just been thinking about this past summer, and i miss Bakersfield.

More than anything, i miss my friends.

So, i would like to let some people in particular know: You mean more to me than anything. I'll love you all forever.

Sean and Matt (<3D)
Jason and Liz

And i really love all of you that stopped by during my visit, who shared in our amazingly good times.

Gah. Now i want to cry. And i'm really craving Jack In The Box Tacos.

5 Virgins Sacrificed|Summon The Beast

Today [01 Sep 2005|09:10pm]
[ mood | Blah ]

Recently, ive been feeling kinda sick. Not sick enough to take a day off, just sick enough to make living a normal day very very uncomfortable.

As for today, i got some shit. Pics are hereCollapse )

The AAAs were nice, especially after the feelings which i conveyed in my previous post. Not only that, but some of you may remember i was having major trouble with La Copa, flagging it consistently, with no AAA in sight. So i took some time off, and when i came back to it today, i got it! It was especially rewarding because this is the first time i've gotten a AAA on my first try. I usually have to play a song 2-3 times to get into the swing of it well enough to get the AAA. But i can straight off of be-lovin (which took me about 6 tries), and AAA'd La Copa De La Vida.

As for the shoes... fuckin' gay. They generate static electricity when i play, so i can't touch the bar without getting shocked. And they're not even that good of a shoe to being with. I'll just send em back.
Fuck nike, and fuck ordering shoes over the internet.

More band practice tomorrow. Just gonna fuck around with my recorder, and without the singer. Should be fun.

5 Virgins Sacrificed|Summon The Beast

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